boys;

im a real big, fan of yours
but im quite the joke to you

but girl it wasnt a joke when you kissed me in your room

and replied i love you too

im a little bit insecure from all of these mistreatments

but see im workin it out

but workin it out is so damn hard when your alone

-yourbiggestfan - nevershoutnever!

damn it. i wish it was just obvious and that you'd just tell me.
sometimes i wish men could see how hard it is to impress the

opposite sex. i mean, come on..a wise woman once said, "Gentleman

when you start to respect women, they'll respect themselves. That way

you both receive the respect you both need." Mrs. Handy said that. I never

knew how philosophical she was. I never took the time to get to know her

throughout my high school career. I guess the relationship I share with guys

weren't as respectable. It's hard to feel totally confident around men.
There is this one ...he's a special one..his ways are different.

I'm hoping he gives me the okay.

There's this other one..he's a sweetheart..I know what he wants
and I know what I want, but there's conflict..
He had second thoughts about our dating

and when those are sort of cleared up for him,

my thoughts get clouded and I have no i deawhat to do.
should ii wait for the guy i've known longer, but no signs?

or the guy i know who has the feelings,

but doesn't know if we should even have a relationship?.

okay, so i'm gonna leave my thoughts unanswered for now.
i hope everything in my mind gets sorted out.
speaking of sorting, i gotta do my laundry. i like loading it into the washing machine and stuff.
i just hate folding the damn clothes.